fallible

adjective: 1. liable to make a mistake; 2. liable to be inaccurate or erroneous.

i love this word. remember that one time when the pope, who is (according to catholic theology) infallible, had to apologize for what he said to the whole world? that was funny. that made me love this word, and what it means 10 times more than i already did.

today's three things.

1. i'm still alive.
2. i did my laundry.
3. i'm going to ohio tomorrow to help canvass for barack obama.

today did bring its share of disappointments, from the doctor who i obviously put too much faith in, to learning i have a cyst in my sinuses, to still feeling really wigged out about things that i am doing everything i can to not be a part of. that is really hard. and i still have mild senioritis about my job, even though i don't know if it's justified yet.

last night i started thinking it would be a relief if i didn't get the job, because then i wouldn't have to work so hard.

and then i thought, "anna. that's gross. take that back right now."

so i did.

all in all, things aren't bad. they're just rough right now. like normal.

i want joy. and peace. and acupuncture.

goodnight.